if i make big bucks next time.i'd go for EXTREME MAKEOVER.haha.to give myself a happier & more approachable face.maybe i shld lift my lips a lil to give it sort of a permanent grin.

im reali exhausted & tired from all the smiling & munching just now.art dragged me down to his fren's bday bbq.ok, tired from all the smiling actually.had to make myself seem as if im realli enjoying myself.not that i didn't.but if i dont smile i'd give others the impression im stuck up.can't help it.my face IS JUST LIKE THAT.sigh.but then again,why shld i be bothered abt how others perceive of me?but i guess it's natural to wana give others a gd first impression of myself.my jaw is hurting, no kidding man. sulking like shit now.need to give my jaw muscles a break.

parent teacher meeting again today.im reali resolved to put my heart mind & soul into my studies for the next few months.i know i say this like 657849383million times alreadi.but i dun wana screw up my life anymore. i wana get to uni, get a degree, get a good job, get married, have kids, furthur my studies & make BIG BUCKs. then i can go for my extreme makeover.yay.

haha.but first, i gtg do well for A levels.easier said than done huh.