Retreat.

Estimated wrongly on the time I was gonna leave work today. Left at 10pm. Grateful for a bf who cares just enough to give me a lift home. I'm not complaining.

It's annoying how all the shit starts to come in when I wanna go on a much needed break. I've still got tons to do for work and I'm so gonna get it from my supervisor when I get back to work next Mon cos she has to 'kio sai' for me tomorrow and Fri. She won't scold me, but she somehow has a really good way of making me feel very guilty and awful that I could jump down the building if I make any mistake.

Really can't wait for October. I'm beginning to finally see that perhaps this job is really not my cup of tea. It feels like I'm making a mess out of everything and causing the delays and hiccups in the work process and work flow. Perhaps I should leave after the one year is up so that I wouldn't cause any more damage?

Sigh. Job woes. Kill me.