And it has to be you who make me realise what an awful person I am. That I'm difficult to get along with; extremely stubborn, childish, myopic. Wow, what a major boost to my already deflated ego.

I'm afraid of this monster in me.

And I'm pretty convinced that we are like chalk and cheese, purple and green, water and fire, black and white; major clash of personalities, character, aspirations, perspectives.

I'm sick and tired. Geddit? SICK.AND.TIRED.