EDITED.
A whirl of emotions engulfed me once again. I'm totally in self-denial.

Don't ask me why, what, when, how. I don't know the answers and i don't want to answer.
Let's just leave it at that.

Gotta be at work at 5pm, but i gotta type all these rubbish and let it out of my chest before i explode or burst into flames or strangle the poor person sitting next to me or choke and die in my own sadness on my way to work.

Today's weather is a bitch. And it didn't help that i wore a long sleeved top to school today. Plus today is bio lab session, so the walk from science to my 151 bus stop after lab was like a long and endless walk in the sahara. I thought i was going to die of fatigue and heat stroke.



-will you do that for me too? will you surprise me that way too?-