It felt liberating to finally be able to let the tears flow freely.
It's been held back for far too long.
I like the way my tears tasted, dried up on my face, i don't care if my eyes are puffy the next morning.

Yay! I feel excited for cindyrella! her last paper's thursday! Then she can chiong work with nana and caro and cait!

Been feeling under the weather lately. Maybe i overworked myself? I mean, for someone who'd grab at any chance to nap forever and lie on the sofa in front of the tv for eternity, working long hours for the past weeks is really taxing on my body and mind.

I now have this persistent pain at my lower back. And the pain's aggravated whenever i carry something heavy. Shld take more notice and care. My worst fear is suffering from a slip disc. I don't wanna be bedridden! And there's also this dull aching at the right side of my throat just below the jaw, where my tonsil is. But i'm pretty sure it ain't tonsilitis. Perhaps i shld just visit the doc next thursday, which is my next off day! *faints.

When will the heartache stop? Will it ever stop? Perhaps not, I'd rather feel than to be numb.