It sucks not to have planned my timetable well. I've only got one lesson on wednesdays from 1pm to 2pm. And today, i went all the way to school, for NOTHIN'! The lesson was cancelled. Pfffft. Well, tutor did send an email to inform us, but he didn't send it to through the IVLE, which i check very regularly, rather than the email. SO, i felt really silly and all the time wasted and money wasted (ain't on bus concession this month). I wanted to just jump down the building when my fren smsed me abt it.

Anyway, this week's been good to me so far. Hope it'd stay this way. But being me, i'm not even sure anymore.

Most people have this misconception that being an arts student, i have it easy peasy. That it's all about crapping out a good essay, breezing it through. That it ain't like science, nor engineering, nor other faculties which are so much tougher cos of all the calculations, more info to memorize, more time consuming. I would like to say, that that's all rubbish. Wanna compare the amount of readings? Oh yar, forgot to add that arts students just read their readings and that's all. Well, that's true, but it's all the readings which drives me mad! I spend most my time, reading, rather than processing what i read into useful info to store in my brain which is to be churned out for exams. Oh how i hate it.

I know when i say that i'm determined to accomplish a certain challenge, i tend to fail to keep to it (ie, exercise regularly). BUT, this time! I'm SO DAMN DETERMINED! (I can imagine all of u snickering and rolling your eyes away already.) hahaha. Which brings me to the point of, things about myself which annoy the hell out of me. And giving up easily, is one of the things. Which i really do hope to change about myself. So Lord, help me. Cos i figured, to accomplish greater things, i've first gotta be less of a lazybone, and stop being so pessimistic and undisciplined.