I think.
I think i've reached the point whereby i cannot hide from my own sadness anymore.
Right now, i'm so exhausted.
I cannot even describe exactly how i feel.
i just know that it hurts like hell.
My feet hurts like hell too.
I feel like crying, but there are no tears.
All choked up.

At least when i'm at work, it gets busy and i can conceal it temporarily.

i like working friday nights.
cos the live band next door plays really nice songs and the female singer's really good.

I've got nothing much to update about these days.
Except that school's driving me mad cos of all the projects.

I wish i were stronger than i think i am.
Maybe i'm not anymore.
Maybe i'm not even strong at all.



Nothing's worst than being separated many many miles from the one you love.