Why does it feel so dull and melancholic these few days. Hah, melancholic. I think it's such an overused word, to the extent that it's meaning has been downplayed, so cliche also.

Dinner at Sakae with the girls at the airport. SUSHI!!! It was a great feast. Come to think of it, it's been a long time since i last had sakae.

Settled down at the viewing gallery with cindyrella, caro and munsh while waiting for sheena who had to send a friend off.

I wondered when would my turn come for me to board a plane, ready for take off, away for a very much yearned vacation. Most preferred destination now would be somewhere nice and sunny. This rainy season is making me very moody, and i seem to catch colds easily. I need to soak up the sun, need to feel the warmth. Think lovely Bintan. I would love to go back there again. Perhaps Phuket/Bali, higher end would be the Maldives which is close to impossible.

The departure hall is such a sad place to be at. Perhaps it's just me, but i could feel the sadness those people who are there to send their friends/loved ones off, or who are leaving for another place and leaving loved ones behind. Oh, i can definitely relate to them.

Took yucky cough syrup again about an hour ago, but i don't feel sleepy yet. Almost finishing that Adrian Mole book, then i can start on another.

What i need most now, is my grandma to be back home to cook up one of her delicious and nutritious soups. Drink it while it's hot, and i'm so sure i'd feel much better. I'd also need a hug from you too. But it seems i won't see you in the next few days, not even new year's eve. Sad case for me then. What if i DEMAND to spend new year's eve with you? Would you relent? But i won't do that, i'll nvr do that. I'd rather you tell me yourself that you are very much willing and would love to countdown to 2006 with me. Surprise me, somebody? Anybody?