I felt like crap the whole day. I don't know why. I woke up at 11 as usual, just in time to watch Men in Black and X-Men Evolution on kids central. Then I went online for awhile and went back to sleep till it was time to get ready for school. I slept so much yet i felt like i didn't sleep for 10 years. I felt so lethargic the entire day and i was sneezing non-stop and used up tons of tissue paper. Thought i was gonna collapse anytime. Am i gonna die? Am i like terminally ill or smtg? So scary. I know such morbid thoughts are irrational and silly. The flu bug prolly got into my head as well. sigh.



Anyway, guess what? My blog, THIS blog, is:

THREE YEARS OLD!!!

Have kept this since november 2002. WOW, three years worth of bullshit, ramblings, rants, complains, bitching, etc. Three years is a long time. I was reading thru past entries and it certainly brought back many memories. How i struggled in JC, highs and lows in relationships, wacky fun times with my girlfriends. I think I grew up alot. Emotionally, and mentally. Three years ago i was seventeen. Young and naive. Now im twenty already. gosh. Not so young, and hopefully, more matured already. I wish i were still a teenager. At least if i do stupid things i can have an excuse for doing stupid things. I miss those times when days were more enjoyable, even though duller than now. I was carefree, happy and just annoyed with school. Now i've got more worries, more responsibilities, but still as happy ( I hope. I think.) In terms of character and personality wise, don't think i changed at all. Not a scratch. I like it like that. I like the way i am.

I wanna thank, all of you reading these, for actually taking the time to read all my rubbish. Means alot to me. I mean, this is one way to keep you guys, my friends, updated on what's going on in my life. You people, are the inspiration and most of the time the highlights of my entries.


Well, think i should go to bed now. Feeling drowsy again. Am i gonna die?