arthur's gonna leave in another 2 hours time.
i should be at the airport shouldn't i?
but i refuse to be there. am afraid that i might flood the departure hall.
oh wells. to say that im not upset that he's leaving for perth again is a blatant lie.
but knowing myself, im best at putting up a strong front.
what's the point of being all unhappy and sulky?
it won't change the fact that he has to leave, and live still goes on for me here in sg.

speaking of which, going to university is a totally new and alien experience.
ive been successfully registered and matriculated as an NUS student of the faculty of arts and social sciences. what a mouthful.
the orientation week for arts, otherwise known as "O Week" started on 28july.
it was mostly a few days of silly cheers and games, lots of walking around, and more walking, getting rather lost and the whole thing about getting to know new friends.
i tried my best to be participative and enthusiastic, but somehow all these activites never fail to zap my energy and i always end up keeping really quiet and switch to screensaver mode.
i suck at making new friends somehow and to even strike up a good conversation. good conversation meaning anything more than just the usual im caitlyn nice to meet you,im from cjc, what about you? the other party will then answer me and the conversaton just ends like that.
i hope my PR skills will improve, though i don't know how. cause i figured it's important to have friends to sleep with me in lectures, chat with me in tutorials, study together, have meals together and all that. just like how it used to be with my friends in sec sch and jc.

ive bid for three exposure modules, all of which were successful. gonna do psychology, south asian studies and english language (mwhahaha) this semester. haven't really decided which modules to bid for GEM and SS.

anyway. i realise i haven't worked for about a week. and i do miss all my bakerzin ppl, esp sisterhood! these are the people whom i slogged hard at work with, have supper with, outings, strikes and loads of fun with. once i have confirmed my timetable, i'll definitely try to squeeze into my schedule time for these people. and also work. cos im really quite broke now. as usual.

goin off now.
"keep the faith".