it feels like i swallowed 10 bottles of tobasco sauce.
throat's so painful it's killing me.

went for my cousin jac's 21st party this evening.
a rather pleasant evening. it's been awhile since i met up with my dad's side of the family.
so, it would be my turn next year.
relatives asked how i'd celebrate my 21st.
i was kinda stumped at that. don't really have a clue how i'd celebrate.
i don't understand what's the big deal about turning 21.
21= adulthood? freedom? maturity?
would u be more sensible and less prone to making stupid mistakes?
does it mean that once the clock strikes 12, yr frens start to sms bday wishes and all that, yr mind would automatically tune itself tobe more responsible and more independent?
anyway, don't wanna go rambling on abt that.
so. how shall i celebrate MY 21st.
haha. what crap la. i just turned twenty like a month ago.

the stars remind me of you.
cos you are one of them.