is it human nature to be spiteful towards someone who has done you wrong, like take away something precious from you, and did something evil to change your life in a major way?
if it works this way, then i am doing something which i suppose most ppl would do.
to check out on that particular person who caused me such agony for the past months.
i won't say she's totally to be blamed, of course that idiot of the guy has a part to play in all these.
but she's the main subject of all these unhappiness.

i "chanced" upon her blog.wow.so lucky huh.perhaps this is one of the pros (cons) of technology and the world wide web, almost everything we wanna find out is just a click of the mouse away.

anyway, to my disgust and surprise, she actually blogged about wad happened. i read it and my eyes almost popped out of their sockets. who in the world would actually tell the whole wide world wad a bitch she/he is by being the main cause of a breakup between a couple?
so here it is, an excerpt from her blog. enjoy :

During the weeks of clubbing, i knew a guy. A guy who left for aust for studies not long ago. I feel abit guilty towards him. Before he left for aust, we met up for a meal. He actually sort of lied to his gf bout the meeting wif me. Den somehow his gf knew that he met me den they quarrelled and now broke up. Even his gf tried to give him another chance, still in the broke up coz she say she simply juz cant forget that he actually lied to her before.I realised that I'm like so bad.. Have been cozing ppl to break up recently.. My God.. HaiZ

OH well, i don't know why im doing this also. perhaps just to make myself feel alittle better?
don't know man. i had a good laugh reading the rest of her blog. amusing shit really. and i concluded that she's one of those super cheena piang english speaking lians. gross. seems like that idiot down under has a fetish for such types.

okay.that's enough of bitchiness from myself. stop being so spiteful caitlyn ong kai lim!!!!!

met up with josiah this evening for dinner and catch up. damn happy to see him after so long cos i haven't been going to church for a few weeks. and in these few weeks, so many things happened, so many changes which im almost totally clueless. we had a good talk apart from all the usual jokes and laughs.

i really really really wanna go for another holiday.
genting, bangkok, phuket, bintan again, whatever.
just away from all these shit and nonsense.
anybody wanna join me?
i think not.
maybe.i'll just go away alone.