im having second thoughts about being pregnant in the future, and the actual childbirth.
friday morning i was hit by this massive tummy ache, lower abdomen.
i really thought i was gonna die.
the pain just kept coming and coming, and i was groaning in pain.
i almost wanted to jump off the building, like end it all.
but despite the pain, i was still rather clear-minded and realised that im on the 4th storey. if i really jumped, i'd only prolly suffer from broken limbs and head injuries. then i also remember that my windows are LOCKED.
dammit. when there's the will, there's NO WAY.
mum rushed me to the 24hour walk-in clinic at mount alvernia, fearing it might be appenditis.
but luckily it wasn't.phew.doc said it's prolly a bad bout of mentrual cramps.wth.
ive nvr ever had it so bad before.

im really bored out of my wits at the office job.