am i really that strong and i have everything in control, or am i just in denial of my true feelings?
anyway, im feeling totally alright.
like life goes on man.
nothin gona stop me from my daily activities.
im still jumpy at times, lame at times, crappy at times, stoning as usual.

im so thankful for nice colleagues.
they are not merely colleagues.
they are friends i know i can count on and i'll nvr ever take them for granted.
was suppose to do 12 to 11 shift today.
but i needa break so eugene was kind enough to help me take over my evening shift.

so i met up with maisie (!!!)
we were on our way to town and decided to call becks.
coincidentally she was with jiam!
so all 4 of us met up.
fun as usual, joking, laughing, suaning each other.
so nostalgic. i miss the 2t8 gals.

these few days i thought alot, pondered alot, learnt alot.
i learnt nvr to take whatever u have for granted.
cherish everything which u treasure.
don't do stupid things which u know u'll regret later.
stand firm.
sometimes u gota be selfish to protect yrself.
perhaps i have become slightly hard-hearted, numb.