ahhhh.post CNY.
but angbao harvest is still going on :)
part timers who worked this afternoon were such lucky asses.
daniel tay & bakti (owner of the one fullerton outlet) came over to give out angbaos!!
i didn't expect it and was kinda shocked when they gave me.
and i didn't expect that they'll gif THAT much. haha. shall refrain from disclosing the amount given. my jaw dropped and i was like WOW when i opened the red packets.
hurhur.

went to art's house for dinner. last dinner with him & his family.
as usual, it was fantastic food. had steamboat & the ingredients were power man.
his cousin's little kids were there & they were sooooo adorable.
both puny & slightly chubby. they kept running around the house, screaming, kicking each other. and i tink they have an insatiable craving for coke.
art accompanied me home as usual. for the last time.
it seemed like everything in motion was moving at a slower pace, allowing me to spend just that little more time with him.
the cab driver took a longer route (blardy hell. it usually costs abt 7 bucks, it was almost 9 bucks just now. haha. i sound so miserly.), the cash deposit machine had a long queue, the feeder bus to my house was reali slow, like the bus uncle purposely drove damn slowly.
wth la. i tink it's just me & my stupid brain.
the thing which happened after we alighted from the bus i will always remember.
we crossed over the road where he would take cab home.
we just stood there facing each other & cried our hearts out. i couldn't control myself. i want to show that im strong, that i'll be okay, i don't want him to worry, i want him to leave knowing that i can be independent & take good care of myself. but yet at the same time i want him to know im hurting cos no one else will know exactly how i feel. i figured i'll have a good cry tonight so that tmr at the airport i won't cry too much. im a prideful person la. don't wanna "throw face". haha.
i feeling alright now. i don't know how i'd feel tmr or the next few days/weeks.
i just hope that the strong me, who can adapt to changes, who won't dwell too long in agony/hurt will survive these few months.
i don't wanna let myself down.