went through so much shite the past week.
it was emotionally & mentally draining.
exhausted.
sick.
tired.

think im falling ill.
throat feels sore. nose damn itchy.
must be all the heaty foods, late night snacking & overdue cakes from my workplace.
tsk tsk.

feels weird seeing ppl wearing sch uniforms hanging around town area
and im not part of them.
i hate to admit it, but i do miss sch.
it sure beats working life.
in sch all we do is study, make friends, complain abt sch. reali relaxed & sheltered life.
but working is a totally different experience altogether.
u get to meet & encounter with all kinds of ppl.
and u come to realize the complexities & wide spectrum of the society, and learn how to deal with inter-personal relationships.
augh. wad rubbish. i wana be in primary sch again when life was so simple & enjoyable.

anyway.
i was on my way home in the 235 feeder bus.
then sitting an aisle away from me was this old man.
he rolled up the left side of his pants & started scratching his leg.
it was red & swollen, like big red patches of mosquito bites with flaky skin.
and he just kept scratching & scratching & scratching...
and the most disgusting part was he was also picking at his flaky skin & flicked them off TOWARDS MY DIRECTION.
EEEEEWWWWWWww.
i wanted to change seats soooooooooo badly.
i felt soooooooooooo disgusted & somehow my body felt super itchy & scratchy too.
that was not the 1st time i sat the same bus as him.

im back to my reading spree again.
feels shiok to just lose myself in a book.
page after page after page.
it gets my mind off about other unhappy stuff.
so that's good.

not much time left.
im hanging by a moment.