MERRY CHRISTMAS to all my dear friends!!
love ya all lots!!!

hmm.
it seems like xmas feels a little different these fews years.
like the group of us youths from my church gets smaller, and we are running out of ideas & stuff to do.
going for the xmas eve service has somehow been more of a routine thingy.
like im suddenly unable to enjoy the true spirit and also the joyous festive season of xmas.
tears were wept last night among some girls, i reali duno why.
apparantly i heard it's cos they felt that things have changed so much, it wasn't like it used to be.
why the melancholy & sad feelings?
and of all times to be upset & cry & sob make a big hoo-haa.
why can't they just simply enjoy the night, just make do with the situation.
yes, some dearly missed ppl who were unable to join us.
but life has to go on!
whatever la. just hope next year it won't be like that.

after candlelight service some of us went down to orchard road in an attempt to join in the fun & excitement of counting down to xmas with like 99864548640646 other stupid singaporeans, malaysians, blangadesh men, filipinos, etc.
the five of us were crazy and courageous enough to squeeeeeeeeze into the smelly crowd at the carnival opposite wheelock place.
there was hardly any space to move , and any fresh air to breathe.
no matter how crowded it was, stupid ppl just kept pushing their way in, making the limited space even more crowded.
there was this concert thingy going on, i tink cityharvest church was performing.kuite rubbishy la.
the worst part was to squeeze back out. ppl got pissed off & started shoving & yelling & pushing & groping & stepping all over each other.
i swear i'll never ever put myself in sucha perilious situation again.
then art & i had to rush down all the way to plaza sing to catch Meet the Fockers with the rest.
the journey there was horrible too.
we were attacked & ambushed & sprayed at by stoopid ppl possessing those snowy frosty things.
like wtf.
they were mad & sprayed at any tom dick & harry, don't care a hoot whether they know u or not.
anyway, was extremely relieved to reach the safe premises of plaza sing.
and the movie was fantastically funny!
like mwahahahahaha!
go watch it ppl!

okay, lotsa rambling going on here i should stop.