tmr's the LAST day of sch. it feels weird. the day which ive been yearning & longing for to come, is finally here tmr. mixed feelings. i feel like punching my fist in the air, shouting my usual whoohoo! cos tmr's finally the end of three years of a hellhole in cj. on the other hand, there's this heavy feeling in my heart. it's the last time i'll be seeing all my wonderful teachers, band mates, sch mates & classmates. im sooooo gona miss all of them. they are the ones who make sch interesting & bearable. im hope tmr's graduation day ceremony would be kuite a solemn & boring one, that there won't be any part which would turn on my tear ducts.

i feel tired. i wish someone would get me out of my worries & troubles. i wish i knew what to do . it feels like im being pulled away from all i knew was nice & almost perfect. it's so different now. ive got my exam to worry abt. i've got no energy/time wadsoever to worry abt other stuff. that's the problem. sleeping it off won't work anymore. it nvr does.