oh man. it didn't reali occur to me that my 1st paper is NEXT THURSDAY!!! i was checkin out my schedule when i saw "General Paper" written in my fav colour green in the 4th nov box. and i had a heart attack on the spot. keep telling myself this is just another exam, no big deal, just get over and done with. but then it's gonna determine lotsa stuff. anyway, been mugging kuite alot the past few days, so that's good i suppose. but the problem is i haven't felt a strong surge of urgency to sit myself down to study non-stop the entire day. it seems like i stil take frequent breaks, and even had the audacity to hang out in town!! freak la. the next 7 days im gona FORCE myself to extend my concentration span & try to study the entire day. no pain, no gain. it's the only way to ensure that 3 years in the hell hole of cjc is worth it.

ok, i'd better make a things-to-do-after-22 nov list before i forget (edited!!) :
- find a job ( $$$)
- go overseas for holiday
- trip to the zoo
- get a tan
- shopping !!!
- play lotsa pool
- sign up for a yoga session
- Kbox (whoohoo!)
- cheesecakes galore!
- tanning & shopping with ms sophie tan :)
- stayovers
- vcd/dvd movie marathon!
erm.so far that's all i can come up with. am sure the list will expand. so exciting!

back to studyin. *yawn

dying inside to hold you..