im so blinded by anger that i can't think rationally. ive let all that rage & anger overcome me. blardy hell. i do understand what you went through today. i reali do. but it's not an excuse for treating me the way you did. i feel so disappointed, upset & insulted. to think that ive tolerated all your nonsense all this while. just cos u stood for hours out in the blistering heat doesn't give u a good excuse for putting me down like the way u did. i duno why. but this is the 1st time im SO mad. it just goes to show that there's a limit to everything. im so angry with myself too, for not being able to control my anger. i feel like pulling my hair out. i feel like slapping u, biting u, pinching u. and the stupidest thing is even aft all i wana do to u i still luv u so much. but im still DAMN ANGRY!! every thought & thing i wana do just doesn't link at all. that's wad's so frustrating. im so angry that im actually having a fever now. gosh. it's so childish to even feel this way over sucha small issue. im sucha nut.

nvm. i'll just go sleep. maybe tmr will be a better day & i'll forget how angry i was. pui.

anyway resident evil wasn't disappointing. i love milla jovovich!!!

oh, another upsetting revelation of the sg idol results. it's unbelievable man. im beginning to think that some singaporeans who voted, did it without brains. ok, perhaps they just wana support their friends. but then the winner of sg idol is gona represent sg in WORLD IDOL and we can't have someone who CANNOT SING FOR NUTS represent us! even though david yeo's vocals is not as strong & versatile than others like leandra and olinda, he deserves to stay on longer in the show. i thought after the last week's shocking results, ppl wld vote wisely now. but nope. oh well, at least i did my part of not voting for those whom i tink reali reali cannot make it. dun wana mention names here. go figure.