figured there's no point feeling lousy & upset. there's nothin wrong with living each day as in comes. should take it in a positive stride. take everyday, every new thing, every setback as a learning experience. so what if you had a bad fall, you can't stay on the spot and refuse to stand up. the pain will creep in even more. why stay rooted when u can choose to stand up again & let the wounds heal slowly, but eventually it will heal. one step foward is better than not taking any. the thing about life is it's full of surprises and booby traps. so what? embracing it is better than not having dared to and then nothin's learnt or gained.

i just have to accept the fact that many things are beyond my control. learn to live with it. im not a woose.