been going to school everyday to study in the library. kuite productive. but certain times it does get noisy when stupid shitheads enter/leave the library talking so loudly like nobody's business. today was rather unproductive. duno why also. oh, just wana thanks sophie tan for being sucha great study partner these few days. it's been fun man, all the spying, hiding, eating, napping, and of cos studying.haha.

duno why im still awake now. i should be sleeping. many random thoughts running through my head. funny how one minute it seems like all's lost & u just wana give up on things, then the next there's a 360 degrees change whereby things have nvr been better. i hope things stay the way they are now. i duno if my poor heart can take another surprise/setback whatsoever.

im craving for a rhumba frap now... haiz. which reminds me of the starbucks perks card. my darling ah ma forgot to drop it in the luckydraw box. could have won a trip for 2 to seattle ya know.haha.


why can't i breathe whenever i think about you.
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you.