the stupid blue bar which appears at the top of my blog page (sorry, no idea wad it's called) is getting on my nerves. ive no freakin idea how to ged rid of it. ok, i tink there's no way to remove it. it's like blocking my tagboard and the 1st tag would be partially covered. ppl, pls continue to tag k. i'd try to read it anyhow.

anyway, prelims are halfway through now. and im reali takin it easy. this is scary man, as in my attitude towards it. im not as stressed as i thought i would be. econ essay was alright. it's the 1st time i written soooo much in this year. math paper 1......im gona pia for paper 2 to pull my whole grade up to ged an A level pass, which means i gota score like 85 marks for paper 2, which is almost impossible.

past 2 days my grandma was hardly home. i tink my grandma has a more happening life than me. she's got lotsa friends to hang out with and her mahjong frens. anyway, her absense for the past 2 days made me realise how dependent i am on her. ever since i was a puny wailing baby she's always been there for me. she sees to all the needs of my family, cooking, washing, cleaning...sometimes i feel that we take her for granted. like she's just here to do the household chores for us. but deep down i know she means much more to me. she's there to listen to my problems, she willingly gives me a warm loving hug whenever i need one. love her lots. i duno how im gona survive when she's gone next time. wad a thing to say. but im just being practical and realistic. she's growin older and also growin weaker. just hope i'd treat her the best i can so that next time i'll nvr need to regret not having shown her enough care and respect.