i hate it when time just whizzes past me and im unable to take a step back, slow down and access all ive done these few weeks. it's beginning to take a toil on me. past week was crazy. had 2 mock tests which im darn certain teachers who r marking them will be takin it easy cos there's nothin much for them to mark in the script anyways.
sigh.
ive taken many things for granted. i know ive onli got a limited time to get done with revision, but i choose to tell myself ive got all the time in the world. i know keeping friendships take lotsa time and effort, and ive not made much of an effort. but this time ive chosen to set my priorities right, as much as i wanta go out let my hair down and have fun, there's always somethin at the back of my head telling me to STUDY. i reali can't wait for exams to end.. arthur's not handling the situation that well either. as exams draw nearer ive gota see less of him.
i just hope every sacrifice that i make for this darn exams would be worth it.

cjc symphonic band investiture and graduation ceremony on friday. mixed feelings. on one hand i feel overjoyed that i FINALLY graduated from it. it's wad ive been craving for the past year. but on the other hand im gona miss all the fun with the ppl who made band practices enjoyable and bearable. the juniors made this lil video clip, recorded messages from each section. it was reali touching and i almost cried. that was the first time i ever felt so upset about having to leave cjc band. the relationships ive established with my bandmates is kuite a different one from those made with other peers. there's one thing in common, that is comin together for practices and performing together, it's a totally different experience as things i do with my other peers. the result and impact after each performance makes me appreciate the things i learnt and friendships i made in band.

speakin of band, we went to a recording studio on saturday to get the national anthem and sch song recorded. like finally man. but it was reali tedious. gota rehearse and play over and over again to get it almost perfect. i tink the sch's gona play it during special sch functions so that the band dun hafta play it live anymore. anyway, the recording was a good experience. luckily vignesh and tim were there too if not i'd haf died of boredom.

we r dismissed from sch everyday at 1230pm from tmr onwards. shiok man. im actually lookin forward to revising my work. i gota look at it in a positive way. take it in a positive stride. pessimism onli leads to lack of confidence and inferiority. i don't see why i can't make it if i try hard enough.