i had the most fantastic evening with 2 of my greatest, funniest friends. with rachel it's like sunny all day, with josiah it's like goin to the amusement park or circus. but with them both, it's chaos, wackiness & pure fun. it's amazing how 3 of us managed to maintain this friendship of ours for more than 10 years. it's even more amusing to notice how each of us has matured & grown over the years. no drastic changes though. im still always the one givin in to rachel & jo's the same idiotic, arrogant, rubbishy fool. im glad we r able to confide in each other, and being open with each other. one of the rare examples that 3 is definitely not a crowd.

yay, im goin jogging in the morning. i feel disgusted with myself. like all the fats and water stored up in my body. it's bad that i hardly exercise, but it's worse when i hardly perspire. i noticed during assembly in the bloody enclosed area at the quadrangle almost everyone's melting cos of the heat and humidity. except myself. i think it's reali unhealthy not to be perspiring, means that lotsa water stored up in my body. perhaps that's what makes up part of the added weight.

i wish i had more control of situations & things going on around me.