i feel so frustrated. so many random thoughts running through my head.how i wish life would be simpler, fuss-free.if only.some times i feel so redundant & useless.i feel like a good fer nothin lil piece of shit.like my existence in this world is pointless.i feel so inadequate & irritated with myself for feeling all these.i feel like an immature adolescent who's going thru puberty with all those crappy rebellious shit & moodswings.im NINETEEN alreadi.gawd.i should be happier than whatever im feeling now,enjoying every bit of what life as a young adult has to offer.but here i m,struggling with issues & frustrating thoughts which i just can't snap out of.
 
i hate myself for being so implusive.if only i was more sensible.with more self-control.some issues could be avoided if only i was all of that mentioned.
 
"when u've hit rock bottom, there's no where else to go except up again." - quote from steph, who quoted from someone else.
 
 
 
truely, madly, deeply