a huge sigh of relief,
a heavy, tiresome burden off my shoulders.
this day marks the end of mid year exams..
and the start of the gruelling preparations for prelims
& the ultimate,dreaded A levels.
it hit me that the amount of work to be done for As
is reali alot.
the thought of it scares me.

have got a long weekend break.
no sch tmr.
youth day hols next monday.
hope to keep myself occupied & enjoy myself to the max.

in life there's so many choices to make,
many risks to take.
and when failure hits me in hard in the face,
i either face it & battle with it,
or i retreat with fear & hurt.
how am i to make sure whatever choices i make
are beneficial to me?
i don't know anymore man.
it just seems im a SUCKER at making wise decisions.
if only there's a right answer to everything.
it's doesn't even have to be right.
just an answer will do.
a clear, direct path.
sometimes it's the fear & paranoia that consumes me.