haven't got much time and energy & braincells to blog this week.
been realli drained out.school work's picking up.there's so much to do everyday.guess im getting more stressed out over all the stuff ive gota complete than the actual work itself.

i feel kinda unhappy in class recently.i duno man.maybe it's just me.
like the friendship between myself and a certain classmate has eroded.wad used to be constant chatting, getting so much encouragement & advice & attention from her, it's all gone now.perhaps certain things do change.ppl do change.but do friendships realli change?and the more i feel negatively towards the matter, the more im being avoidant towards her also.don't reali wana talk much to her anymore.perhaps things had been this way since the beginning of this year, just that i allowed it to continue & not do anything to improve the situation.

it feels like every bit of whatever optimism i have is all gone.i need a new direction, to bravely embrace what's ahead of me. my future seems so bleak.