lost friend

was packing my drawer
which was clogged up with garbage.
old photos & neoprints taken since sec1.
huge stacks of letters & notes from old friends.
and all these memories of life & frens in ij came flooding back to me.
one stack of letters caught my attention.
it's the thickest pile among the rest.
as i read each one of them,
i felt so overwhelmed.
this fren of mine was one who was always there for me
& her letters of encouragement & love touched my heart.
and the saddest thing is tt i took her for granted.
lost contact with her 2yrs ago.

augh.
stil had her hp number in my old phone
but it's gone!!!
damn.
how can i find her back?
but i doubt she'd acknowledge me too.
cos i treated her like trash...
if i ever get to see her or talk to her again,
just wana say im sorry.very sorry.
and i miss her alot.