duno wad's up with me.
im feelin an all time low now.
was fine today studyin with steph.
but now i feel like crap.
and the worst thing is i duno wad's the cause of it.
i feel so down, there's a dull aching in my heart.
i wish i can describe exactly how im feeling.
i wish someone knows wad im goin thru
& lift this burden for me.
& i know exactly who can do this.
but i turned away from Him.
i hope He forgives me for doubting Him & straying away.
maybe He puts me thru all these,
to draw me back closer to Him.

Lord, forgive me.
don't forsake me.
don't give up on me.
i need your strength & guidance.