deja vu

oh crap.
screw all the pms shit.
pms pms pms pms pms.
wad's with it?
pre-menstrual syndrome.
that's all!
but it's screwing up my life cos
i just CAN'T CONTROL IT.
and cos of that,
i piss other ppl off to mars
due to my horrible, digusting moodswings.
and i can't seem to make things any better.

after making a mistake,
the onli sensible thing to do
is to NOT repeat the damn mistake,
steer clear off anything which wld make u falter again.
don't dwell in it.
learn from it.
avoid it like it's a contagious deadly disease.
but i can't.
im repeating my mistakes all over again.
im getting exasperated with myself.
thought things wld be different.
but apparently not.
im lost.
again! augh.