motion sickness

i'm so drained.
so tired.
i jus wana throw away & burn up all my notes.
nothin seems to get better.
the workload jus keeps increasin.
but i figured tt's life for now till after A levels.

still getting used to maisie & yanz absence.
almost everythin in sch reminds me of them.
it's not easy.
i'd just try to focus on other stuff & keep myself occupied
so tt it won't gimme any chance to ponder & feel miserable.

poor steph's havin a hard time now.
she's realli upset & stressed over everythin in general.
i guess i know wad she's goin thru.
i wish i can do more than just listenin to her & advicing her.
but i guess it's up to her to let go of wadeva is bothering her
& jus focus on her studies.

mum finally found out abt my lost watch.
she almost killed me.
felt realli horrible.
but she taught me somethin thru this.
it's always good to admit yr mistakes & confess it immediately aft uve done wrong.
prolonging it wld jus make things worst.

tmr's parent teacher meeting.
gosh.
i'd better tell my dad wad to anticipate.
i tink he's sick and tired of goin for such shit.
it's been 3yrs.& i tink so far he's been for almost 5 of such meetings.
and every teacher will tell him the same old story
abt how stoned i am during lessons,
how i nvr give my 100%,
how i doze off in class,
blah blah blah.
poor daddy..

i'd better end here..
lotsa homework to do by tonight.
bleaugh....
hope next week's not too busy.
i'd like to meet up with charma & the rest..
just to unwind & bitch abt my sucky life & some sickening ppl involved in it.