alone

sometimes
even though im in the company of many ppl,
surrounded by a larg group of ppl,
all laughing & chatting,
i'd still feel as if i'm the onli person left standing
in the middle of nowhere
alone.

i can't seem to connect with my surroundings.
things which happen at that moment simply whiz past me.
tired of life in general.
like everything in this life of mine will come to pass anyway.
so what's the point of trying so hard?
yea, ppl say it's all abt giving yr everything even though u don't succeed,
it abt the experience & all tt..
perhaps i'm jus plain avoidant.
it's scary.

oh well.
just moody.
i'd snap of out it soon.