stop & think

chanced upon a good fren's blog.
a fren who was so close & so dear to me.
but time & circumstance wasn't on our side.
readin his stuff made me realise how i much i miss his presence.
he left sucha huge impact in my life.
seems like he's goin through a rough time now.
but darn, lost his contact cos of the stupid phone..
hope he'd be fine.
he'd always turn out alright no matter how tough the situation is.
sucha strong-willed person whom i reali admire.
hope there's no exception this time.

i wonder if onli i'm a "consistent" fren.
but sad to say i'm not.
and now i feel awful abt it.
i guess it all boils down to making the effort.
it saddens me to see some frens drift away from me.
but sometimes i jus feel so helpless abt it.
as much as i want to keep them,
there's nothin much i can do abt it.
i tink it jus takes to hands to clap.