goodbye farewell goodluck

the gates of the great dam finally opened today.
and it wouldn't close.
things in sch are not gona be the same anymore.
who will listen to my nonsense?
who will bomb the toilet with me?
who will laugh & and fool around with me?
who will sleep & slack with me?
maisie, u r irreplacable.

i msged her last nite to ask if she's withdrawin.
i was half hoping she'd say she's stayin.
then this mornin i went back to class in the morning she passed me a postcard.
initially i put up a strong front.
i wana show her tt i'd be ok.
tt i can survive life in sch without her.
i don't want her to worry.
then i read her postcard and i jus can't stop crying.
i couldn't realli face her.i didn't dare to hug her too much.
i was afraid i wouldn't let go.
but i have to.she's leaving for brighter & better opportunities.
i'm happy for her.

feel so lost.
empty.
i try not to think too much.
but whenever i do i feel so much hurt.
i duno if i'd be able to survive lessons without thinkin abt how she is,
how much i'd miss her presence.

okay, this sounds realli gay.
i'd be mistaken for being lesbian.
but no.
this is wad i'd call true, devoted friendship.

i will always be yr fren.
u can count on me.
i'd nvr ever ever forget u.
besides,we stay jus 2 bus stops away from other.
meetin up wouldn't be a problem,
unless i'm darn lazy or somethin :p

tired.