bottomless pit

thought it'd be a better day.
but it sucked as usual.
PE was horrible.
did so many inclined pull ups..
arms are aching like hell..

then i humiliated myself in the toilet.
it was pitch black due to a blackout in the toilet.
was in the cubicle when some gal who sounded like jess
said somethin like "it's so dark i can't aim properly."
then i thot it was jess so i replied
"it's not like u've got a..."
then maisie said "kai..they r not from our class..."
oopss...then i realised to my horror i spoke to someone i don't know at all.
when i came out of the cubicle the gal's frens who were outside were giving me the wad-the-hell look.
it was damn damn embarrassing.
it didn't help tt i laughed damn loudly to hide my embarrassment.
it made things worst i think.
hurhur..so silly..

i'm gorging myself again.
yum.
keep eating non-stop.
maisie's my eating & shitting partner :)

i'm utterly disgusted.
i'm jus damn puzzled.
wad's goin on?
i feel like a subject of someone's displeasure,
of wad i do not know.
maybe i'm jus paranoid.
gota find out.