refresh restart

dammit.
dad restarted the whole comp.
again.
cos he wana upgrade and all tt.
deleted most of my files.
darnz.
gota download again.
he's such an IT savvy person.
even better than guys 20-30 years younger than him.
he plays games guys my age play.
i duno if i'm embarrassed/proud of him.
nvm.
doesn't reali bother me.
jus tt ive a dad, not a brother to fight over usage of the computer.

can't believe i signed up for competitive for X-country.
like my number tag.
468.
tink i'd be one of the last.
hah.

feeling numb these two days.
no motivation to do anything.
hope this new week will be better.