hangin on a thin line

almost couldn't take it anymore.
did somethin stupid last nite which made me regret totally.
nvr ever ever ever will i attempt it again.
so dumb *slaps self on head
thankfully i decided to lean on the strength of the Lord.
prayed & felt so much better.

my assumptions are confirmed today.
knew it all along.
it just feels weird.
a totally new situation.
not sure how to handle this.
but am sorta happy for you
hope things will turn out nicely for you.
hang on to it.
don't let the chance slip past.
it maybe somethin u've been lookin out for all these while.
just hope u'd handle things well.
i'd gladly disappear forever if it helps.heh.

FIVE more days.
to all of u studyin for CTs.
hang in there.
esp t08 gals..work hard together k.