catch up

haha.
no band practice fer me today.
not tt i didn't wana go.
i jus can't.
putting myself in risk of dying of throat inflammation if i went.

it's ggrrrreeeaaat to be back in sch.
to be surrounded by all the laughter & chatter.
but i did enjoy my 2 days "break" tremendously playin yahoo! pool.
but i still suck at it.
realised i missed out on tons of sch work.
ive no idea wad's goin on with math now.all the DRV stuff..
totally lost man..
i'd better make full use of this weekend to revise wad i missed out on.

i HATE the weather.
it's like a jack-in-the-box.
full of surprises.
past few days it'd rain like there's no tmr.
then suddenly yesterday it was scorching hot like fuck.
wth man.
ppl like me who can't adapt to drastic/sudden weather changes wil suffer.

finally met up with my dear joanna.
had loads of fun chatting with her.
since we met we couldn't stop talking.
there's jus so much to update each other on.
considering the fact we didn't haf a proper conversation for two years.
she hasn't changed much.
still as talkative & gorgeous as ever.
*jo: i know u'd read this now. reali glad we met up. now i wana see ya more often!

eating is such a dread now.
every time i swallow it jus hurts so much.
i can't even enjoy my fav congee last evening.
i wana get well soon!!

faith & trust
to simple words.
yet holds so much depth/meaning.
it's as simple as a helpless baby who jus know tt his mum will definitely feed & comfort him once he cries.
or i jus know my mum will wake me up on time in the morning without fail.
if onli i can have faith & trust in others easily.
it's true sometimes things are jus as simple as they look.
but being the paranoid me it's so hard.
if onli others can trust me or regain their trust in me despite the times when i let them down.