love actually

to know that low profile/silly/unattractive/insignificant ME
could actually haf changed someone's life tremendously & left a lasting impression(hopefully in a positive sense), is veri flattering.
i guess love will onli work out right if both parties take AND give.
be it between parents or their kids, between friends,lovers, pets & their owners...
can't always take, and don't give..
or keep giving all u got, but u don't even get the affirmation & appreciation.
it's all abt taking the effort to make it work.
but sometimes, it's jus BECAUSE.that's why it doesn't always work.
this world's not perfect.can't haf everythin goin yr way.
be glad tt it happened before.

watched love actually with sophie..
sucha sweet show..another of those feel-good movies..
feel..kinda enlightened?

i'm veri sorry.
so sorry it hurts.
admit i'm sucha stubborn/temperamental/ungrateful brat,
tt many times u jus wana whack me up upside-down
& throw me out of the house.
forgive me.