open up yr clenched fists

i'm so so so exhausted..
had band..
went to canossaville children's home..
nice place..fer kids..but i wasn't sure if it's an orphanage or jus a childcare centre.
performance was alright i guess..
the 1st two pieces were kinda boring for kids to appreciate n enjoy.
last song was Latin Gold.upbeat n fast.
crazy nicholas got up from he's seat and got the kids clappin.funny.
played some games with the kids.
may be i shouldn't haf stayed to play cos it was kinda sad when i had to leave early.
i made frens with this lil gal hesther..it's like when i stood next to her she jus held my hand n smiled.sooo cute!
den when i left i felt to bad..like i'll nvr see them again..unless i go back there for more comm service..

went to ikea aft that with arthur..
walked for sooo long jus to find n decide on which CD rack n bk shelf to get..
oh the meatballs there was realli good..so was the brocolli soup..

maybe it's abt time.
to let go.
but i duno.
i can't.