numb

back home.
feel...lousy.
pmsing i guess.
weather's jus perfect to sleep in.
too bad had to wake up early.
and i'm wide awake now.

i figured i gota shut myself away and be ignorant at times.
i know i'm alreadi like tt.but ive been tryin not to be tt way,and ive succeeded before.
but now i jus gota.
jus a way to shield myself from any hurt.jus to protect myself.
i gota be more pragmatic.
stop hoping for the impossible.
augh.it's one of those shitty moods again.
i'll snap out of it.
i will.

embrace the present situation.