not too bad after all

was a sucky mornin..
had to drag myself out of bed to go for band prac..
feel rather lost & out of place in band now..
i miss all the ppl from my batch..my trumpet section, every single one of the J2s..
feels weird..& lonely..
& my playin sucked today..
not that i sound good normally but, today was horrible..tone was disgusting, articulation was screwed up, tuning was off..
bleah..

then the day got better when i met my church frens for a trip to east coast park..
so retarded, we didn't know which bus to take from paya lebar..
but got there eventually lar..
rented bikes for 2 hrs & surprise surprise, we've got another hr free..
yep.so cycled on & on for 3hrs..
rested for a while at bedok jetty..
silly arthur brought along fire sparkles & bubbles..so retarded..din wana waste them so played with them..kuite fun..makin up for deprived childhood..
sat there and laughed & talked cock..
good outing..somethin different from town..good time to relax and unwind..

bums aching like hell now..