luck chance fate

home alone.
i like.
but i'm scared.
music's blasting in the room.
but it's drowned by barney's sing-alongs about apples, carrots n oranges plus i love yous & u love mes outside on the tv.

oral presentation went well.
however i did stammer & my hand were shaking like mad.
finally a huge load off my shoulders.
it's the hols alreadi.
but there's still hol assignments to complete.
should i get them done asap so that i can enjoy the rest of my hols?
or should i put it aside & do them the week before the new sch term starts?

went to toapayoh library jus now.
haven't been in there for ages.
spent 2 hours there readin an adrian mole diary.
good book.
there are thousands of books, maybe millions in the library,
but yet i chose that.
and now i'm engrossed in it.
shall finish readin it by tonight.
damn shitty,jus as i stepped out of the library it rained.
i jus stood where i was,in disbelief abt my tough luck & deciding whether to walk back to the interchange to take the bus or jus walk home.
either way i wld be drenched.
chose to walk home.
augh.

for 2 weeks i tink i'll be spending much of my hols alone.
most of my dear frens are either preparing for supp papers or havin A levels.
oh well.
may be it a good time for me to sort things out.
do things i haven't done alone in a long time.
can't wait for their exams to be over!

mummy's birthday tmr!!
duno wad to get her.
i'm running out of ideas.
& dad's not helping at all.
i sms her jus now to ask her to choose either chocolate or black forest.
she called me back & said she ordered a cake alreadi.
weird.makes me feel bad.it's her birthday n she's ordering her own birthday cake?!
shall hunt for the present tmr.