it's jus within yr grasp

i'm alive & kicking.
no flu bug's gona put me down.
heh.

went shopping with mummy again this aftnoon.
actually,most of wad we got were her stuff.
i wasn't feeling too greedy today, so i onli got a blouse.
met up with kev,gerard n xiaochuan aft tt to go for alumni band prac.
it was great seeing them again.
the 3 of them crack me up man..with their gay tendencies & crappy jokes.
oh, and i also met wanjuan fer a brief moment.
she went to play pool with those 3 gays while i was shopping.
so happy to see her.miss havin her around during band practices.

i suppose i'm gona start work next week.
but i'm clueless abt the details.
i missed the training the other day.
all i know is tt the uniform is jus a knee-length black skirt with a black blouse & court shoes.
i'm gona be a waitress fer banquets.HAHA.
i've no freakin idea how to de-bone a fish & serve it.etc.etc.
let's jus hope i'm a fast-learner & i won't screw up.
i alreadi figured out the worst thing which can happen to me due to my clumsiness.
prolly will spill somethin on someone, or worst, drop the whole dish.
i can't even bare to think.
i'd better call maple to confirm if the hotel's gona hire me.
if not i'll be worrying fer nothin.

i tink happiness is jus rite in front of me.
it's jus waitin fer me to grab it.
but the memories are kinda hard to let go.
shall i be a selfish lil brat & jus go fer my happiness?
prolly i deserve it.