eyes wide open and free

i jus wana say i'm sorry.
fer being so silly.
fer askin stupid questions.
fer being so difficult.
i laugh at myself in disbelief fer wad i did.
i'm so enlightened aft the conversation.
i know wad to do alreadi.
jus glad u r happy n doin fine.
i gota accept that things do get fucked up.
and STOP INSULTING ME.tt i don't haf many friends.
say wadeva u want but wad gifs u the idea tt i've few frens.
jus tt they are all havin exams now.


cousin jus gave me a call.
she needs help at the kindergarten to deco the place cos there's an openhouse this saturday.
goody.that will keep me occupied.

lookin foward.
anticipating.