overwhelmed

yep.
i promoted.
with rather sucky grades though.
but still gota be thankful to the great guy above.
got back results yesterday.
i should be damn happy/elated.
i am.i was.but somehow i feel extremely heavy-hearted & moody since yesterday.
i guess it's cos i'm in a dilemma again.
i duno if i should continue with J2 or go to poly next year.
many fears & uncertainty come before me.
with such lousy grades, even though i can promote, will i be able to score for A levels next year?
i duno, i duno, i duno.
i'm scared.
most of my classmates have to take sup paper.some don't even have a chance.some among them are frens realli close to my heart.
those who are takin sup paper, i pray hard for them that they'll pull & and be able to make it in the end.
those who might be leavin for other options, hope they made the right choice & all the best.i'll miss them loads.1T08 will nvr be the same again withoput these ppl.
it breaks my heart to see my frens so upset.
but yet i'm so proud of them:chelsea, rebecca, maisie, adel & steph.i realli understand how they feel though they might not show it.the process of goin thru studyin for sup papers is tedious & maybe frustrating but they wana give it one last shot.

perhaps i didn't regret retaining.
i learnt alot this year.
i made so many good frens.
i definitely enjoyed this year more than the previous.