gloom

dull day.
misty,cloudy.
weather does affect my mood.
was all cranky & whiny in the mornin at breakfast with my parents.
they were kinda pissed off at my attitude.
but i don't care.
i'm appalled at myself too.
but it's jus one of those days.
it sucks having to keep up with all the smiles & cheerful disposition when in actual fact i feel like crap.
nothin triggered this disgusting behaviour.
jus woke up at the wrong side of the bed.
and i'm sorry for being this way.
not to anyone else but to that great guy above.

anyway, i did manage to catch matchstick men.
it was great.good twist to the story.
made me sympathize a lil with nicholas cage's character aft he found out he was con...because he was a..nvm..shall not spoil it for those who haven't watch it.

a long awaited phone call last night made me extremely pleased but yet confused.
it's good to know he still cares.
i do too.
but now it's jus simply different.
it won't be the same anymore till we are sure of wad we want & whether we r willin to take risks.