apprehensive

was late for sch.
estimated my time wrongly.den missed a bus which cld haf brought me to sch jus in time.
but no.
that stupid bus was 3 secs faster than me.
detention next mon for 2 hours.sucks man.like exams are over & stil gota sit in the library to study.wth.

today was jus a blardy waste of time.could haf skipped sch,but gota go for band prac at 430 in the aftnoon.so i figured jus go anyway.but wasn't too bad.had chinese,s-cube seminar & project work.but half the time i was stoning.

there was this sense of uncertainty & apprehension in class today.like there were some who were rather sure that they can't make it for promos.jus that i cld sense the fears & worries every1 has.it made me thought of last year, wad i went thru & seemed that last year i was clueless that failing promos & being retained wld actually be sucha big blow.this is the real world man.reality hits u like that.one year wasted.i look back this year & can't believe that i actually survived it.time pass so quickly.i hope my classmates wld be prepared for whatever is to come, be it good or bad.even i m unsure of the outcome.

anyway, tmr's gona be a dread.while the other j1s get to stay home tmr, band members gota go to sch to play the sch song & national anthem..like i mentioned before..why can't they jus PLAY THE STUPID TAPE!?

oh, ya kun kaya toast to soooo gooood..