why do ppl say one thing, and mean another?
i'm aware i do it at times, but aft i do it, i feel bad & resolve nvr to do it again.
and for kuite awhile, i'm kuite proud to admit ive kept to wad i said.
it's jus disappointing when some ppl do it to me.
makes my heart sink.
horrible feeling.
but i guess it's human nature.
inevitable.

anyway, mighty amazed at myself, for stayin awake most of the time during chinese..yes, it's double period of chinese..and lao shi is realli a "merlion"..poor lester was a victim of lao shi's "spewing action"..those sittin in front of lao shi BEWARE..gd to bring along an umbrella, jus in case..

gona study out with sophie again..i finally started on French Rev yesterday..gota overcome my fears if not i'll nvr get down to studyin! not so bad aft all..at least i'm tryin to enjoy the process, look at it in a positive manner & do it my own stride..
i can do it.